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Sunday, July 09, 2006

sec 3 camp ended on fri
its more fun than the one i had last time
but it wasnt a particularly gd for us seniors though
wl, kh & me were like some pathetic xtra there
feel kinda shit & the instructors doesnt seem to like us
haiz...

the 3 of us were stationed at kayaking
considered kayaking instructor also la
kayaking only started in the afternoon for 1st day
but the sun is scorching hot
the freaking shit is we didnt bring sun block
so being chao ta is predictable bei
we kayaked for the whole day on the 2nd day
it started from morning till evening
we only came up for lunch & 1 toliet break
but the weather is kinder to us on 2nd day bei
a slight drizzle & no scorching sun
we had a really fun time with 3b during kayaking
had the most fun with that class
after beachin up we were splashing water etc
farhan & chian kiap capsized kh
den kh & chian kiap came & capsized me
someone even threw mud at me
its total madness la
its real chao ta for me at the end of kayaking
mr khusni is damn funny la
he even put food in his kayak to eat
got lays, pepsi twist, biscuits etc
but gd also coz we get to benefit...hehe

during night walk i went to disturb 3b again
they were blindfolded & was brought around
i got some grass & keep tickling their hands, legs etc
some gals got real scared...lol
theres even a guy wanna elbow me
lucky i siam fast...haha
but after a while no fun le
coz they know is us distrubing them
especially valerie coz she can see...cheater
but overall still ok bei

campfire is freaking shit for us seniors bei
we were totally left out...total xtras
evryone was thanked except us
totally left out...mayb nobody even notice us
it left the 3 of us in kinda bad mood
wat freaking shit
evryone was so high except us
XTRAS...thats what we are
evry class was so high with their instructors
all except us...nobody bother with us

mr teo & mr chia did thank us back in sch
but we werent present in the hall at that time
we were drinking milo in the canteen
but it didnt help as much bei
jus a tiny winy bit of comfort for us

was reading some sec 3 ppl blogs
i was totally sadded
nobody mentioned a tiny winy bit abt us
nobody cared abt the XTRAS
felt so unappreciated & not needed
imagine we were under the scorching sun for 2 days
one full day on the 2nd day somemore
den got ourselves sun burnt & all tired
only to be forgotten & overlooked in the end
jus feel so freaking shit...sux
their instructors are all they care abt
but did they get burnt like us...freaking no

was totally pissed off with one of the instructors
his name starts with a M & ends with N
he got the best instructor award
who care the freaking shit abt what award he get
hes jus some freakin ah beng from a blue ug
dont care whether hes really that gd
he dont like us seniors especially
he dont like our presence
keep talking to his grp ppl abt us
but freaking shit...my cadet is in the grp also hor
my cadet came & told me what he said
was freaking irritated
from sec 3 ppl blog he seems popular
but i dont give it a shit abt him

had some gd times with my cadets after the camp
somehow it lift up my spirit
went to je sports complex to eat kfc
after that we went swiming together
its the first time i went swimming with them bei
its a great bonding session with them also
had a great time at the pool

get to know some ppl during the camp
its great to know more juniors
but its freaking shit theres some ass around
totally spoil evrything...jus sux
jus feel so unappreciated
so outcast & left out
haiz...

unappreciated

~love & peace~

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